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Aad de Gids
Submitted by Basu on Thu, 2010-09-23 09:31
"WARNING: some of the material may not be appropriate for all audiences"
 
"human death, i know as a nurse, it is almost an unevent, while we’re deeply shaken"
Aad de Gids is a tri-lingual Dutch poet, who has worked for 36 years as a psychiatric nurse. His twin brother, Bas de Gids, is a visual artist. Aad responds to the world around him through his poetic prose. This often includes speaking to the poetry created by the contemporary American poets Tim Barrus, Carolyn Srygley-Moore.
Poetry Is A Form Of Conversation... sometimes within - between visual poets
world-singers : world-whisperers : shape-shifters
Submitted by Basu on Thu, 2011-04-28 13:59
omertá
by Aad de Gids on Sunday, February 6, 2011 at 2:21pm
omertá
kissing the lips of death. in the end of the video. with soft
love kissing those formidable jaws. taken hostage by this deadly disease and these ghastly medical researches. his youth still endearingly visible,yet the prognosis,not of a disease,but of his whole existence,"infaust",as it was called
decennia ago,and maybe still. it seems the most apt to consider this exoword as "in faust's steps". because here we have a pact with the devil. how to better metaphorise this than in a dance with a white shark? perhaps nobody is to blame,but it is so heartwrenchingly sad that indeed that chair will be empty forever,later. what a waste of future for such a lovely bright young kid. maybe he acquired aids doing sexwork for a pimp worthy to be venomated and making a living on the street doping it up to make it pseudopleasurable.
i am glad this moves me to tears and moves me to acrid remarks towards society,foremost the western societies,who manufacture these kids and draw profit out of them,then to be discarded. i puke on those societies.
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Parfois, il devrait y avoir aucune explication. Je sais que cela: au moins d'entre nous, le plus petit parmi nous, les plus vulnérables d'entre nous, sont ceux susceptibles d'être ceux d'entre nous qui parlent de l'univers entier avec leurs yeux. http://t/... From http://timbarrus.blip.tv/file/4727198/">http://after-the-last-collapse.tumblr.com/ http://t/... From http://timbarrus.blip.tv/file/4727198/
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bas
bas
tim
bas
aad
Submitted by Basu on Tue, 2011-02-08 21:46
roses
by Aad de Gids on Tuesday, February 8, 2011 at 11:46pm
roses
roses are like little black dogs. eldery dogs with grey noses.
complex beings,full of vivacity and tender feelings.languid
in the nonderogative way. easily acceptable almost edible.
then the new black is bloodred,bolero orange,texan yellow.
even the wild shrubs are attractive,in their forteresse mal.
the flowers maybe less abundant,nieces of apple,pear,cherry.
the eglantine off white,with the tender heart opened,its scent
softly soapy lemony. delicate in every which way but the thorns.
specifically i like however the theatrical hysterical death
forboding or deterring roses red like an arterial gushing.
the roses in the scala,the met.,l’opéra,the pierre,ritz,meurice.
and slice that skin open like daggers to instill a cache of hatred.
the not so precious almost evil blackish red roses with which
an entire castle could be spun around. those bushes had to
be hacked. little did the prince know he was signing his clotûre
to death. it was a pruning,gardeninglike,so he had the princess
in this newly overgrown haute chateau. at least they had oxygen
and scent almost ad nauseam,and jam of rosehips so they got
infinitely high on vitamine c. high,high,the roses rose,to the sky,
sky turbulent with birds and insects and a deadly beautyprison.
give me roses anytime,la reine des fleurs. they provide us with
mescalvisions of anciennity and whirling stems and thorns,
weathered through ages of drought and rain. a secret heliotropism
moves them on and on in an as intimous as riottous coloratura.
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the doe
museum boymans van beuningen
i love hookers
i love women
Submitted by Basu on Tue, 2011-02-08 11:46
ou sont tous les fleurs rouge?
by Aad de Gids on Tuesday, February 8, 2011 at 1:46am
ou sont tous les fleurs rouge?
what is this vanishing to witness,that one wants to die?
what stands now,after such prim life,devastated before
it could flourish,is destined to die and disappear,a whisper
the last geste with with this gentle boy still dotted his dot.
the chair is empty,the boy hasn’t even got a chance to form
either which psychodrama. it was all his small life was,
from drama to drama with boys’ sentiments and still no room
for sediments,to outcry loudly loudly out of that vast chair.
his little life was on a stage built by others,for him to figure
it out,eventually to go out,try to escape things,being taken
hostage by derelicts and retards. at least someone very dear
gave him love and now we think of them,and cry,and cringe.
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Submitted by Basu on Sun, 2011-02-06 21:50
ahypnosia fabulosa
by Aad de Gids on Sunday, February 6, 2011 at 11:50am
ahypnosia fabulosia
insomnia,how i hate thee,
ruleress of my life,while
i've been somnambule,
noctambule,insomniaque
all of my life,and thou
bereftest me of the longed
for rest which now prolonged
in unrest and havoc galore.
if sleepless nights collier themselves to another sequestrum
of sleepless nights you at daytime reach a psychotic state of
halfsleep and gritty physiological patches in body specifically
brain. longing for a good brainwashing we went for china but
in shenzen we saw that the washing now was a process of
freezedrying with towers to the heavens and people expropriated
out of their houses of sand into existence in worn down streets
of péripheriques chinoises. no more maoistically droned aphorisms
day and night out of microphones on trainplatforms and in
woody lawns. we’d better go to north korea where there are signs
noting that,at the time of the passing by of the great leader kim
il sung here tenthousand starlings arose in unison singing a special
hymn to honour the great leader. now describing reality we see that
these psychotic states,both in geopolitical as mental form,already
are generalised like an eczema over the earth,the human,all too
human world. and we need not ressort under these neoancien
régimes of postcommunism,in the west we have even weirder
examples of states,hostaged by a somnambulism of profitism,
people in streetexistence,a clift between night and day of poor and
rich,the intoxication of the media-ecology,disinformation,
medicalisation,retardism in academics or the biomass of researchers
researching nothing that wouldn’t befit their state-embossed
topics of “safe”,profitguaranteed,lobbyismfriendly character,
monitored by suits more stealth than staasi and kgb. maybe it is
a good thing to be anamorphed into a hallucinatory state caused
by sleepdeprivation. now all is blurred,all is right,”everything is
everywhere always allright”. go to unsleep now my darling,father
oppenheimer is watching over you. mother trendwatcher guides you
through the night. we wanted to write a weird poem and i rediscovered
the “blockwriting”. everything is always everywhere allright. if “always”
and “allright” are spelled with double or single “l”,because thát i never
learn.
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bas
bas
bas
gopal.duotrope
gerry zeck.talking to the ego
wow
Submitted by Basu on Sun, 2011-02-06 20:37
vlodpod,eeeeeh vodspot
by Aad de Gids on Sunday, February 6, 2011 at 10:37pm
vlodpod,eeeeh vodspot
this morning i tried to leave a comment but there were two ways in which this pod wouldn't take in my comment,so i sended it directly to tim. but i am never lost for words.
this video is sublime. but i sense tim now and perhaps much earlier reached the stage to don't give a flying fuck if someone likes a video or not. esthetics,however still hugely
applied,is not what this is about. it is the boy,his soft gaze,this horrendous disease that is plaguing him,the research
that is spiking him,swab his dick while he's been sexually abused,and later,to top it off,recruted to role in sexvideo's
supervised by pimps who deserve to be earthed in offal. and then the empty chair. he is such a sweet boy. his toy an inflatable white shark. it is all so heartwrenching and involontary proustian metaphorical. what a waste of life and,if the purpetrayors never get caught,of death. because that is what i wholeheartedly wish for these motherfuckers.
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Parfois, il devrait y avoir aucune explication. Je sais que cela: au moins d'entre nous, le plus petit parmi nous, les plus vulnérables d'entre nous, sont ceux susceptibles d'être ceux d'entre nous qui parlent de l'univers entier avec leurs yeux. http://after-the-last-collapse.tumblr.com/ http://t/... From http://timbarrus.blip.tv/file/4727198/ “/tim
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ultrascreenism
oven?
bread
urqueiennes de vénus
the nightscene which lunches
some doyenne
Submitted by Basu on Sun, 2011-02-06 19:03
fatal errors
by Aad de Gids on Sunday, February 6, 2011 at 9:03pm
fatal errors
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bas.antisinussitis
tim
whirl of the sinuses
bas.infundibulotomy
ernst haeckle.diatomaea
Submitted by Basu on Sun, 2011-02-06 16:54
operation2
by Aad de Gids on Sunday, February 6, 2011 at 6:54pm
operation2
“so i woik monday and tuesday and am off for operation wednesday.
i just packed a bag with perfume & 3rivotril2mg. and i can take my
medication in the morning (i would have done so anyway....).i ordered
the anesthesiologer to make me go asleep the hard,heroin way. with
a LOT of anesthetics. carolyn,i am so much insomniac,
that at a last occasion (it is my ninth operation,i believe) i was still
awake,and the curare(succinylcholinechloride) already had paralysed
my lungs.so,i couldn’t breathe. then i heard someone shout
“he is still awake,still awake!!!!!”. so this i told.
now i take myself beforehand a rivotril extra (on top of the xanax and
rivotril and efexor i take each morning) and i get from them a sedative.
i wanna get stoned.......”
wednesday an “infundibulotomy” will be chirurgically performed on my sinuses.
i hope they suck my brains out. it has reminiscences with the mummificationprocess
of the egyptians. well,if egypt is on the news,it is. via that way they liquefied the brains
of the dead person and draw them out with a hook,part by part. ok i also packed a
[pair of?] pajama’s,clothing,a book,readingglasses,3 tbl.rivotril,underwear & socks in
the bag. i am still not having the jitters. the way i anticipate on this is maybe dissociational.
but it is as if another person is going to be operated upon. i am going to a chirurgical
THEATRE. contrary to what you may think,but i loathe theatres. i love theatricality,
in the street,in a bank,a shop,in the night,at work. i don’t like theatrical plays.
you camp up the street,ok,but this doesn’t have to be confined to a theatre. now
this surgical theatre is preferable,because it is a sleepplay. “odile narcotica” is
the name of the play and the requisites are a toolbox with chisels and hammers.
then there is the awakening. with a third artificial hole in my head,because of this
since 1984 chronic sinussitis,i must now receive enough air to drivefly a jetfighter.
so wednesday i embark on a voyage narcotique,again,be it now legally.
“Abstract
The ostiomeatal complex has been identified as an important anatomic region in the pathogenesis of sinusitis. Functional endoscopic techniques rely on removal of mucosal disease from this site to improve drainage and aeration. Structural variations and the use of a sharp blade to create the infundibulotomy can result in inadvertent injury to the orbit. To avoid orbital penetration we perform the infundibulotomy with a curved, blunt dental elevator and displace the uncinate with its medial and lateral mucosa toward the middle turbinate. This stretches the infundibulum to reveal the maxillary ostium at its depth. The remaining mucosal attachments of the uncinate process are then incised under direct vision, and the complex is resected, creating an initial wide antrostomy. This technique has avoided orbital penetration in 700 cases in patients with early or late stages of mucosal disease.”
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duane kirby jensen
bas and io
donatella versace
snosno
ultrascreenism
bas.the sinusghost
[het zienensspook
Submitted by Basu on Sun, 2011-02-06 12:21
omertá
by Aad de Gids on Sunday, February 6, 2011 at 2:21pm
omertá
kissing the lips of death. in the end of the video. with soft
love kissing those formidable jaws. taken hostage by this deadly disease and these ghastly medical researches. his youth still endearingly visible,yet the prognosis,not of a disease,but of his whole existence,"infaust",as it was called
decennia ago,and maybe still. it seems the most apt to consider this exoword as "in faust's steps". because here we have a pact with the devil. how to better metaphorise this than in a dance with a white shark? perhaps nobody is to blame,but it is so heartwrenchingly sad that indeed that chair will be empty forever,later. what a waste of future for such a lovely bright young kid. maybe he acquired aids doing sexwork for a pimp worthy to be venomated and making a living on the street doping it up to make it pseudopleasurable.
i am glad this moves me to tears and moves me to acrid remarks towards society,foremost the western societies,who manufacture these kids and draw profit out of them,then to be discarded. i puke on those societies.
....
Parfois, il devrait y avoir aucune explication. Je sais que cela: au moins d'entre nous, le plus petit parmi nous, les plus vulnérables d'entre nous, sont ceux susceptibles d'être ceux d'entre nous qui parlent de l'univers entier avec leurs yeux. http://t/... From http://timbarrus.blip.tv/file/4727198/">http://after-the-last-collapse.tumblr.com/ http://t/... From http://timbarrus.blip.tv/file/4727198/
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bas
bas
tim
bas
aad
Submitted by Basu on Sun, 2011-02-06 11:26
operation
by Aad de Gids on Sunday, February 6, 2011 at 1:26pm
operation
clash anesthesia,succinylcholinechloride as curare as paralysis,awareness.
an early scheduled liversurgery in devon postponed and flewn in towards
dallas. some spotted carcasses alienatingly associatingly correlating with,
factually anthraxdistanced from this precious surgery. anthrax developing
after heavy duty drought in abandoned carcasses sometimes laying dormant
for months. this,as a theatriciable antidote against the precious executed
liverdelivery in houston,as was later decided. surgeons stoned on PCP. later
expurgated. patient patchwork prefab liver. however fabulously leaving
the howard hughes memorial tripartite medical center in dallas,as was later
decided,in a wavering bob mackie dress and in no dire need for stolichnaya.
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highpass
bb
siver sulfuress
undresseresses
mirrorress
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